EMAIL TO MY DEAR FRIENDS(WRITERS) AND TO MY GODDESS,
WHERE EVER YOU MAY BE NOW....
THIS IS REMOTE BUT, TRUE....*last blog posted:(,w/out names)....
Dr stone thinks all killers have delusions or some sick belief ;i don't know if these cops and family have any salient beliefs,to kill ,other than: A hate- crime,&, UNWHOLESOME- jealousy
everyone to be killed for the ''mom hostage'' situation signaled ME,as MY mom;THEN waited for me to do something ,after they signaled !,and THEY EACH knew- they were going to be killed ,and exactly how too ,and was killed after they signaled me ,BY GOONS,and ,after most were killed -the rest OF THESE VICTIMS stayed away,FROM ME, or if they saw me- signaled again ,before they were killed TOO!,because, NATURALLY:no one would go near me -even when we wanted to, because ,they all could signal me, but.... knew i couldn't go to anyone and, i not only couldn't go to anyone- but.... none -including me!- could save them....Dr stone, on his level of ''most evil'' would give my siblings ,and, these no good cops a rating of #22, for the most evil (the highest on his scale!)how could i expect- even now- no matter how much we loved and trusted each other ,to try and meet again;when the result is death for them- signal or no signal;or me being able to run ,and report and tell any maggot in the FBI or not.....IT WAS USELESS
but, there's something extremely stupid ,about believing in things -like god -and human beings....
you absolutely wont take the statement of :WELL....there's nothing you can do about it ,and ,no one will believe you ANYWAY.... as a fact!
NO ONE WILL LISTEN TO ANYTHING ,not about all the songs ;not ,about the sick murderers who laff AT BEING ABLE ,TO commit THE perfect crimes,to this date!
so I MAYBE EMAILING you GODDESS OR YOU ,maybe, SICK OR dead ,or a loser,NOT EVEN MY GODDESS too, BUT RATHER A GUILTY INTERESTED PARTY that I'm emailing RITE NOW THINKING YOU ARE WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE , IE: MY goddess R. rite now..... but, i know someone WAS murdered here THE OTHER DAY ;IT'S NO ONE WHO JUST FELL AND WAS MY ROOMMATE AS ALLEDGED ,UNLESS THEY LOST ALL THEIR BLOOD IN THEIR BODY! AND ARE DEAD RITE NOW!!!!.....;
ULTIMATELY WE HAVE BEEN SILENCED-they made us into nothings ;absolute victims ;so i cant be heard and no one could be saved.
as mom -she danced ,w/ me- on a :'I'm gonna be killed'/ rescue me,&,RUN to the FBI -signal ,.... and, that was the last dance ,w/ me ,before she was killed ,THAT WE WOULD EVER HAVE AGAIN.
the last dance was to the song:'god bless rock and roll', or 'i like the Old fashioned rock and roll music',OR ....something like that.... (i cant recall rite now ,the exact song TITLE, but, i certainly didn't forget it!) ,and, she stared ; locked eyes ;she didn't smile a bit - she danced ....like she was dancing for the last time.....-i knew she was signaling me ,and it was A HOSTAGE GODDESS , only i was too dumb -she gave me the last look-A LOOK - i will never forget-dancing ,w/ me during our long signal song, and DANCE,AND,a ritual SMALL circle OF PEOPLE (GOONS)STARTING SETTING up around us while WE DANCED ON -i did nothing-she was making a solemn ;serious ;'so -long'-GOODBYE-and- yes....
they killed her too !....
but, how do PISS-ANNIE FAMILY INLAWS , and these losers WHO ARE CONFIDENT I CANT BE BELIEVED expect anyone to believe all their lies,EITHER! ?????
this is what I'm left- knowing- and how i am still alive....
how much do you think i can accomplish ,w/ an attorney ,or, in my life now?....
one thing i know is TRUE NOW IS THAT i have to believe I'm not dealing, w/ sane family ,or innocent cops ,and, i don't know who to go to ,to do something ,to lock them up forever ,and stop them ,but...looking back.....these three females HERE ,that signaled TOO,and made contact w/ me here -really cant be blamed either for acting like hostile wild animals towards me now -can they? ;they signaled, and 2 are dead NOW - signal or not!!......
only me or a nonfiction writer can tackle this story NOW ,and write about it -that's it-
i had the last dance ,w/ ''my mom'' - WHO WAS A DOUBLE AND a replacement-aka 'a mom- hostage' ;that's the memory i have to live ,w/....she was sadistically killed(THEY ALL WERE!) ,so don't tell me to stop ,or let it go.I'M SORRY i know in this RECENT blood bath -someone was killed here ,at dawn- a few nites ago....,and ,everyone isn't stupid, but, cops like ,officer C., use THE LATEST BLOOD-BATH, IN MY RESIDENCE ,ALLEDGING ITS MY ROOM MATE , to scandalize me more ,ESPECIALLY ,IF I DARE SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT .....
i ,just don't know, GODDESS ,if you are alive,NOW,....
and ,who I'm emailing ,to ,as, ''goddess '',now.
i will always hope you are ''top''- all powerful- number one- in charge- because ,you are my ''goddess'' ,as i trust YOU WERE too smart TOO!,and,THEREFORE:YOU WILL REMAIN untouched AND ALIVE too ,because, that's law OF being ONE TOP Mistress;
i can't let this happen ,so i hope it's true about you , goddess ,being alive- being a step above it all -always-.... ,but i also write to 'WELL KNOWN AND VERY PUBLISHED writers', to WRITE ABOUT THIS ,TO TRY AND say something ABOUT THIS SECRET SITUATION.... to, SIT BACK- LIKE MOST UNTALENTED IGNORANT BYSTANDERS- AND, JUST allow THINGS LIKE this to happen ,w/out saying ,OR WRITING anything ,IN A POSSIBLE BOOK ,TO EXPOSE THIS HUGE SECRET CRIME WHILE BEING ''A VERY RESPECTED WRITER'' -IS POSITIVELY CRIMINAL!
